That was about the time I had to graduate from high
school.
Seeing new people in an unfamiliar environment surely
frightened me.
And every time I had to go through that situation, it was
my mom who comforted me the most.
Whenever I was in pain or had hard times, my heart felt
much lighter after talking to her on the phone.
As many days have passed, and as I got used to the place,
I hardly ever called her.
I rather was frustrated when she called me while I was
hanging out with my friends.
I had my cellphone number changed, but because I
considered her calls inattentively, I postponed telling my mom my new number.
Then one day, I received a call.
“Hello? Who’s
this?”
The person on the phone didn’t reply.
When I was about to hang up the phone, I heard a weeping
sound.
“Who’s this? Who
are you, and why are you crying on the phone?
“It’s your mom…”
“…………………………………….”
I couldn’t possibly call her “mom.”
“Sweetie, do you know my heart was in my
mouth? I thought something awful happened to you.”
“M..om..”
With a sobbing voice, she said she was so anxious because
she thought something happened to me.
She even called my former dorm prefect, and asked my
friends back in my high school, but no one knew my new number.
Asking here and there, she finally got my number and got
me on the phone.
I couldn’t say anything because I was so sorry.
Even when I lived without a blink or qualm, forgetting
all about her, my mom continuously worried thinking that I might have had an
accident or was hospitalized.
Worrying about me, she couldn’t eat or sleep.
And when she managed to fall asleep, she always had
nightmares.
Hearing her on the phone, I realized how mean and an
immature daughter I was.
I was also a mean and an immature daughter to Heavenly
Mother.
Living in this world, I turned away from Heavenly Mother
and forgot all about Her, and made her worry extremely.
But She always prayed for me and waited for me to return.
I truly feel so sorry to Heavenly Mother
I want to stop being a troublemaker and become Heavenly
Mother’s joyful daughter; who always listens
to Her voice.
Heavenly Mother always prays for our salvation.
답글삭제When i was young, food n clothes were not enough to eat n put on
답글삭제That's why i wore hand- me-down from my sisters
And,my mom was hunger for her children
But, i didnt notice it
Just, i said "mom,eat!!"
Mom said " yes"
after saying a word, i ate up !!
I was too foolish child
Heavenly father was hunger for 37 yrs
Heavenly mother are still
Their life was for me, sinner
I wanna give thanks n praise!!